Friday, November 20, 2009
When a Tree Falls
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
The Ultimate Goal
Starting IV's is the ultimate skill to learn in nursing school. My clinical instructor prefaced the lab by saying that she has been doing this for thirty years (she is really good) but it took her about ten years to get it down. I was nervous. The fake arm trial went okay, but boy does that thing bleed. A lot. It looked like a massacre when I finally got the dang thing in. Then there were four of us in the class who decided to try putting one in. On each other. So today after lab, we all headed to Louisa's house. Haley successfully put one in my arm (my veins stick out but she did a fantastic job anyway). Then another person tried. The alcohol swab wrappers started to pile up. Finally my turn came. Poor Louisa let me stick her sooo many times but she wouldn't let me give up until I got one. :) Her antecubital vein proved to be my best bet and success was mine. :)
Friday, October 2, 2009
Distractions
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Studying
I don't have class today so my goal was to get some studying done, specifically working on my study guide for Pharmacology. My four year old nephew Kellan wandered into my room about an hour and a half ago and has been here ever since. Reading of Parkinson's has been punctuated by questions like "what happens when you warm a car up", "Heavenly Father loves all of his creations" (yeah my heart melted too), and for some reason, a repeated chanting of "nude! nude! nude!". My room is very warm because he likes to have my heater on, smells like popcorn (we each have our own bowl), and there are Skip-Bo cards everywhere.(I was trying to keep him entertained).
So while I haven't gotten a whole lot of learning in, at least I got some aunt-nephew bonding. Okay better go- I think he is going to break my heater...
Monday, September 28, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
It Happens Every Year
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Twenty-Six
Sunday, June 21, 2009
The Reunion
The second week of June, all the Randalls and a few Newby's convened at Aspen Grove in Utah for a family reunion. The last one we had was five years ago and this time, there were quite a few more children. And though none of them were mine, I spent time holding Reese, chasing Cameron, and trying to get Brian to smile. It was a great vacation, especially since I had just finished all my finals for spring term. And somehow, I pulled straight A's this term. :) Even though it rained most of the time, it was still fun. I shot a rifle with my brother's and sister making quiet jokes about the adult counselor who was there. I convinced Elizabeth to play paintball and she did well- except when her paint bullets started to hit me and I was on her team. One of the best parts was late at night, I played Phase 10 with Elizabeth, Eric, and Seth. Elizabeth zoomed ahead in the phases (I think she had the deck rigged), while Eric and I lagged behind. I don't know if it was the late hour or all the candy we had eaten, but we all lost it when our nephew's cell phone started buzzing. Pretty sure we were all crying.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Eight Tidbits
8 THINGS I LOOK FORWARD TO
- Going to Las Vegas next week with Joanna and hitting up In & Out
- Aspen Grove family reunion. With everyone. But at least I don't have kids to watch. :)
- Being able to run again. Though the elliptical does the job, I miss running outside.
- Finishing this term, starting with that test tomorrow on fluid, electrolytes, and acid-bases.
- Actually finishing nursing school. Though its a year away.
- Catching up on all the TV shows I've had to delay.
- Buying some more Safeway sugar free sparkling water.
- The Blizzard that is in my freezer right now.
- Studied about 10 hours for my test tomorrow.
- Checked my email every two minutes because of number 1.
- Had to jump out of my car in the middle of traffic to move a huge garbage bin that the wind had blown over into my lane.
- Woke up at 5:30. On a Saturday. Grr dang clinicals.
- Sweated a good hour on the elliptical.
- Started to watch 30 Rock but then saw my text book glaring at me so I had to stop and study.
- Did the dishes. Twice.
- Braided my hair.
- See without contacts. Or actually see WITH contacts.
- Run as far as I want whenever I want without worrying about my knees.
- Speak in an accent. Of any kind.
- Not look mad when I'm really not.
- Own a herd of dachshunds.
- Go to another country. Even if its Canada.
- Tell the old guy at the gym to share the freaking fan.
- Play the piano like I used to. Seriously I should with 8 years of lessons.
8 SHOWS I WATCH
- 30 Rock (I would eat a dozen donuts if I'm sad or happy)
- 24 (its all about the Jack pack)
- Bones (Sweets is the first psychologist I like)
- Fringe (its like the X-Files)
- The X-Files (even though its not on anymore, its still a classic)
- Dollhouse (though I'm waaaay behind, I'm really into it)
- The Office (because I want to meet Creed. And Jim)
- Supernatural (thanks Katie. "That's not school Dean. That's schoolhouse rock.")
8 BANDS I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
- Dashboard Confessional
- Blue October
- Taylor Swift
- October Fall
- Bon Iver
- The Airborne Toxic Event
- Third Eye Blind
- The Crash Motive
8 MOVIES THAT I LOVE
- The Fugitive
- Pride and Prejudice
- North & South
- Pillow Talk
- What's Up Doc?
- Identity
- You've Got Mail
- Coraline
- sister Elizabeth
- sister-in-law Jen
- nursing student friend Lynn
- Um I don't know anyone else....
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
One Month with H20
It started with not wanting to drive in the dark. In the snow. Last week, the weather here at the coast was cold. And a little icy. I had a clinical shift and luckily, I carpool the majority of the way to Seaside. But I was anxious just thinking of driving to our meeting place. Anxiety usually brings on a stomach full of knots. They'll go away once I get to the hospital, I thought. Yeah not so much. I was calmly pouring an Ensure-like fluid into my patient's G-tube when I could feel my blood pressure start to drop. You know the feeling. Palms are clammy. Nausea sets in. You feel like you are going to pass out. Luckily the nurse I had that day was supremely understanding and ordered me to sit down immediately while she finished the tube feeding. The patient and the patient's friend were both "Are you okay? You don't look so good." Um wait a second. I should be caring after the patient not have the patient concerned for me. The nurse instructed me to drink some orange juice and go to lunch. Which I did. I crashed as soon as I got home and thought it had passed. Nope. The rest of the week I basically had some sort of stomach thing. The point of this is that I couldn't drink what I usually drink: Diet Dr. Pepper. I drink that every day. A lot of it. You know the 36 can cases at Costco? I go through one of those a week. But that sweet liquid made me gag when I tried it and so far, I haven't had any since Valentine's Day. That is a long time for me. So I figure what a perfect time to test out the water and soda debate. Will I have more energy drinking water? Does it really help your skin look better? If I was drinking diet soda before and now I am drinking water, will I lose weight? I have had less energy as of right now and get a headache off and on but I am going to give it a month. March 14 guys. I almost gave in today but I can make it a month. By March 14 I'll be about done with this term of school. It will fly by. I have noticed that in drinking more of H2O I spend a lot more time in the bathroom. I read somewhere that this usually passes as your body gets used to all the water. Hopefully this is true. Ahem. Now excuse me. I have to go. Again.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Listen
Like I am sure everyone else does, I go through music phases. Levels. Groups. Whatever its called. It starts with the discovery of a certain genre. For me, middle school. 97.1 KISN FM. The Oldie's station. My dad listened to it so I did too. I had a weird paranoia that if I turned to any other random radio station, I'd get an earful of something horrible. After two years or so of Sugar Pie Honey Bunch and Brown-Eyed Girl, my ear caught what my older sister was listening to. What is that? They sound so young. And happy. And clean. Yup. I had found my next genre- contemporary country. I couldn't get enough of Garth Brooks, Faith Hill and Tim McGraw, and Le Ann Womack (that dance song throws me back to freshman year every time). I remember I'd catch a good one on the radio, grab a blank tape, and record it. Sometimes I got the whole song, sometimes I cut off the beginning. I hated it when I got the DJ talking. Then in ninth or tenth grade, I remember exactly when I found pop music. Or rather my sister found it and introduced us. The song? Yeah Britney Spears' first single. But I loved bubble gum and so it worked. Pop music, the oldies, and country music were my music staples all through grade school. At college, I had a roommate who loved Dashboard Confessional and I instantly fell for "Screaming Infidelities." Its still my favorite song. So emo or alternative or whatever its called became the music while at BYU. With the previous genres making an appearance every now and then.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Applause
On Monday I took a test. And you know how you can tell how the entire test is going to play out just by reading that first question? Well my stomach hit the floor when I read the first question. Um did we cover this? *Looks around* I AM in nursing school right? Not medical school? Okay it wasn't that bad but the rest of the test was pretty shaky. And the group test we took right after only aggravated the sickness building up in my stomach. Wait I missed that one? Where was I when she went over incentive spirometer's lowering a postoperative patient's temperature? Leaving class on Monday I was pretty confident in my low test grade. Then on Wednesday, right after clinicals, our teacher let us know she wouldn't be posting the grades and instead we were having a test review that she "strongly recommended" we attend on Friday. There were six of us students in that little room in the hospital and with the tiredness from having done clinicals plus the stress of that test, we all were laughing. About everything and anything. I'm sure our clinical instructor just wanted us out of there. Anyway, Friday comes and the tension in the room is palpable- just like a patient's bladder if its full (okay that was a test question that I missed). Everyone is nervously laughing about the test and how we were going to get a severe tongue lashing. The two teachers file in, looking serious and determined. Instructions were given succinctly: they were going to hand back the tests and the scantrons and read each question, the answer, and the rationale. No questions were allowed...okay they didn't SAY that but you could tell that's what they meant. So when one student did ask an annoying question (there is one in every class and whenever they talk, you kind of put your head down in embarrassment for them and pity for the teacher), the answer was curt. No more questions after that. I barely passed the test. Others completely failed it. As we handed back our tests, I put my head down, exhausted and disappointed. I had already kicked myself enough to leave bruises; there was only one way to go and that was forward. No more breaks when I hadn't done any work. This was serious. This was my freakin' career.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Joanna and the dogs
This is yesterday morning, as described by my sister Joanna. After reading it, I couldn't stop laughing.
Okay, the story about the dogs is pretty funny. Cameron and Ella were over this morning and I'm lounging around in my pajamas, waiting until they leave so I can take a shower. Mom, however, is fully dressed (this is important later). We're downstairs, Ella is on Mom's computer and Cameron's just sort of walking around. All of a sudden, Gretchen and Austin break out in this barking frenzy. Mom exclaims "Oh, there's a squirrel in the backyard." I can't see it but the dogs keep barking and barking and it's getting really annoying. I egg Mom on "C'mon, just let them out. They can't do anything."
Me: "I didn't know they would do that."
Mom: "Yes, yes you did. And I nearly broke my neck with Dad's shoes on that patio."
Me: "They were never in any danger."
Mom: "Gretchen got on the other side of the fence!" (apparently this is equal to when the Cubans crossed the 43rd parallel in the Cuban Missile Crisis)
Me: "It was funny!"
Mom: "You kept telling me they'd be okay..." And then she was off on plans on further fortifying the backyard against the dachshund escaping.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Sometimes You Do Learn Something
Why is it that your mother is usually right in the end? Well she was about the boy situation. But hopefully she won't be about my bones breaking when I'm thirty from my Diet Dr. Pepper habit. Anyway, I've learned that sometimes sitting in the front row of church isn't always a bad thing. And being preoccupied with a nursing test is a good thing. Finally, I need not to judge people so quickly. But this is what I've learned this past week about something. This is from an email my lovely friend let me dump on her.
Anyway, I've decided not to go to single adult activities/institute for right now because I just get upset and obviously am too preoccupied to learn anything spiritually. That is what is frustrating me the most. How this one boy gets in the way of me trying to concentrate at church. For example, today. We were late, as usual (four kids you know? and my sister in law was sick) so I'm walking in late with my niece and my brother has chosen the front bench. Wonderful so we have to walk by everyone. Luckily I thought I looked pretty good. Which I never think but hey, all that running has to pay off somehow right? Anyway, I sit down, look up and whoa. The entire choir is sitting on the stand and who is sitting about 100 feet from me? Yeah. Dylan. Worse, he is sitting next to this young 18 year old just back from her first semester at BYU-I. *Rolls eyes.* But, I've decided NOT to care. Apparently my mind didn't get the memo. Because all through sacrament, etc. I am very aware that I can see him and vice versa. So the talks were on prayer, etc. and I am trying so hard to pay attention and get something, anything out of it and yeah. Has that ever happened to you? Its sooo annoying. Anyway, sacrament ends and he walks right by me, not saying anything. But I smile at my brother and go sit near the back for Sunday School because I AM over this. But someone has a cruel sense of humor because yeah, he sits next to me for Sunday School. Actually there was enough space between us for a small child which only further irritated me. Either sit by me or don't but don't play lukewarm k? Grrr. He asks me why I didn't go to the activity last night (um I had to study. Well actually I ran and watched Bones but study sounded better). He teased me about how Moses was in the Bible- stuff like that. Stuff that I so did NOT need at the moment. Not when I was just getting over the whole thing. By the time Sunday School ended I was furious. At him for sitting next to me and then abruptly walking away when I asked him where he had been going when I saw him when I was running. And at myself for thinking he might like me because he sat next to me. *throws hands up* I went to RS, hung out with people who actually make sense, and then I was waiting with my brother for the rest of the kids and he walks right by me. I can see him glance toward me out of the corner of my eye but he keeps walking. So I pulled out my .22 and shot a light out. No. But I felt like it. But as I left church, I wasn't as mad as I thought. Why? Because of those two words you said awhile back. "Not yet." Because even though I think I might want to date him and fall in love and yadda yadda yadda, school is what I'm doing right now and I am so not going to fail nursing school over a boy. Especially since I want to marry a MAN. And you're married FOREVER. Thinking that, singleness is looking mighty appealing. I can go running whenever I want, eat Lean Cuisines every night for dinner, and sleep soundly in my twin bed ( I hate anything bigger).
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Sunny
Its been eight days since the sun has been out and every morning I wake up, expecting to see clouds and rain, but nope. Its still sunny. I can go for a run without getting soaked and the blue sky and water is really amazing. I could almost live here permanently...almost. This week has been so much better, due mostly to Katie sending an email with two words that I've been repeating to myself often: Not Yet. Patience is something I really need to work on and it seems when you pray for patience, you are given plenty of opportunities to try it out. But yeah. The weather, the fact I had five days off of school, and that my knees miraculously are holding up to forty miles a week all makes me smile. The two tests I have looming on the horizon make me a little nervous, but that is what school is for. To even out everything. And whenever I need a nice break from study guides or trying to diagnose my brother in the kitchen, I can go outside. Without getting wet.